poised.perfection

2011-02-21T01:36:00.003+08:00

Spur of the moment

I read through my life, from when I was 14,

how much have I grown.

On our anniversary, I'll finally give you the password to this blog.

Because you chose to see me in a way not everyone would.

2010-05-31T23:07:00.002+08:00

-accidentalsongs

2010-04-08T14:34:00.000+08:00

Hey boy, have fun in Perth.

Hope I'll be there with you the next time:)

2010-03-31T11:07:00.002+08:00

"Maybe the deepest part of who we are is what scares us and what breaks our hearts and we don't want to share that with anyone. But when we do, we don't want to lose those people."

2010-03-18T20:54:00.003+08:00

Caught the premier of The Lovely Bones with beautiful girls and Mr. DJ intern. It was really good, but the suspense and the killing moments were really stressful to deal with though! You guys should catch it when it's out:D

Thanks Tan Chia How!:D

2010-03-14T10:54:00.002+08:00

130310

2010-03-11T22:24:00.005+08:00

When you care about certain issues of someone when he doesn't want you to be involved,

do you just let go?

But what if he meant the world to you,

what should you do?

2010-03-06T11:44:00.004+08:00

Everything in my mind is a whirlpool that I can't seem to stop. It hasn't been rested since yesterday afternoon

2010-02-27T01:27:00.006+08:00

"How come the only way to know how high you get me is to see how far I fall?"

If I could explain love in one word, it would have to be trust.  Trust that he doesn’t cheat on you, trust that he doesn’t lie to  you, trust that he really likes you, trust that he will always be  there for you, trust that he can go to a party and not get high or drunk, trust that you don’t have to worry about him breaking up with you the second you wake up, trust that he will stick up  for you, trust that he will never fall in love with another girl,  trust that he won’t just get sick of you, and trust that he wants you like you want him.

-eletheowl

If only it was so simple.

You know when you told me they'd tease both of us, and you didn't want me to go through that, I wanted to tell you I could handle it cos I'm proud of us

You told me you could never make me as happy as how my friends do, but you don't realise nobody can tear me apart as badly as you do. Maybe it's really better if we take a step back.

2010-02-20T15:12:00.003+08:00

This video is awesome, watch it!

Anyway, it's been months since I woke up at 1pm:D
meeting the boy, feels like it's a perfect day today

2010-02-13T02:23:00.006+08:00

I bought a skirt 2 sizes bigger just because it's the last piece and I really have to have it. I can't alter it in time for CNY, so I'll only have one set of new clothing. I haven't even packed my bags to set off tmr morning and my mum is making a fucking huge fuss about the time I got home.

Way to go, CNY!

I'd rather work my ass off the entire day than deal with my mum for 10 minutes

2010-02-11T23:12:00.002+08:00

There's someone in her past she hasn't gotten over yet. Each day is like the last and she misses what she can't forget. It's just an empty space where something used to be. Now she guards the gate but she lost the key. No one enters, but no one leaves.

- eletheowl

2010-02-06T22:08:00.003+08:00

So maybe it's true

Sucks that my pay is coming on the 20th Feb, so I don't have extra cash:(

2010-02-02T20:32:00.004+08:00

I just deleted all the messages in my inbox from even last year, and I really regret it now:( I didn't even know why the hell I did that, all our texts are gone.

Are you here because you need someone or because you need me?

2010-01-21T23:57:00.007+08:00

My prayers were answered and I went for job training today:D
omg, the place is really cool btw.
Cos I'm working in Science Park so it's kinda like a small CBD filled with offices and all.

Best deal?
Starbucks is one office building away!!!!!

I just found out J Pang stayed over with his guys and they slept at about 3am whereas he waited up till 8am to wake me up for work. And I ticked him off:(
Great, now I feel bad.

you are the best thing I never knew I needed.

2010-01-19T13:03:00.004+08:00

Happenstance

Being jobless while all my friends are working sucks:(
when in officially unemployed circumstances, I've to put my Aldo heels, tennis lessons, Carousel and so much more on hold. Okay, fml

pleeeease let me get a job this wk

2010-01-19T00:24:00.006+08:00

we finally took photos today:D

"The Blame

it's because you weren't there to catch me when I fall

The Answer

you never gave me a chance

you haven't reached the bottom

yet you grabbed a branch"

you'll catch me even before the branch

2010-01-16T21:54:00.001+08:00

I've decided I wasn't ready to leave this blog:)

2009-09-19T23:46:00.002+08:00

THANK YOU
because everyday in my life,
I remind myself that I must never turn out like you.

2009-09-12T00:34:00.003+08:00

I think there's something in your heart you're running from

Once again, I almost failed myself. &I'm doing chemistry tonight for some removal of guilt. We're about 2 months away, I'm very unprepared yet I can't wait for it all to end.

would it be better with a
FULLSTOP?

2009-09-09T23:46:00.002+08:00

"I think the hardest part of this whole situation is that neither of us knows what’s going on. Neither of us know what the other is thinking.

And we are both trying to make decisions on information we don’t know."

2009-09-05T02:47:00.005+08:00

I've screwed up prelims part one
and I'm not gonna let that happen again for part two.

"That's why you won't change it because it's not that bad, but you'll get more senarios in future "
It was really nice to hear someone genuinely wanting to help knock some sense into me when even I myself don't know how to start. I won't move on if I don't push on. Thanks Andrew.

2009-08-30T21:42:00.002+08:00

"Just because everyone really does live a life full of farewells doesn't mean you shouldn't at least realize what it means to say goodbye to something that meant everything. Just because you'll survive and get over it doesn't mean you should let it go."

2009-08-23T20:12:00.004+08:00

How our eyes tell lies to our brains

Obsessed with the song.
and I really really wanna watch this movie

2009-08-18T21:50:00.004+08:00

HAPPY ACTUAL BIRTHDAY GERM
met my favourite girls today to get someone inked!

"Nihil Supra Familiam"

though I do still prefer the flying with your own wings quote.

okay, I gotta study, kj just gave me a reality check this evening

"If there's a place further from me

I beg you

Do not go"

Frank O'hara

2009-08-17T00:09:00.003+08:00

forever and always

18 to 81

when our tears dry up, we'll all stand up

2009-08-13T00:44:00.004+08:00

I really don't get how you got me
and how you always manage to find words to what I'm most afraid to show
I've got math tutorial undone and due tomorrow but I'm still online after hours of doing I don't know what. Thank you internet.

I talked to mum and dad about universities a while ago. It did stress me out a little when my dad gave me the choice of local university or local unviersity, which means I don't have a choice. We did sit down and calculate the cost of studying in Canada a bit after the conversation though, and he didn't object to it. So I guess there's still hope. I don't want to study in SG, please please please.

"Remember: the time you feel most lonely is the time you need most to be by yourself. Life's cruelest irony."

2009-08-08T23:40:00.002+08:00

Because I'm not ready,
I'm not going back there.

2009-08-01T23:12:00.003+08:00

It's been a hell of a week
I've never been this upset for a really long time. Wed, Thurs and Friday was a combination of an endless curse. I took a damn long ride home and ended up gorging myself on friday afternoon 'cos I really felt no more than a piece of crap.

Work's pilling up and my mind's not catching up, I'm so so so scared I'll lose it.

It was you and me against the world

& you promised me forever more

was it something that I did

was it something that I said

'cos I gotta know what made me unbeautiful

2009-07-28T16:30:00.005+08:00

"But if all these years have ever taught me anything, it is this:

You can never run away. Not ever. The only way out is in."

2009-07-18T16:36:00.002+08:00

Whisper "Hello, I miss you quite terribly"

My discipline level at home is zero.
And I can't help thinking about everything else except my books.

But now, I should give up on this endless game

2009-07-08T20:56:00.002+08:00

Sentosa+ Thai Express + Bakerzin!

I'm addicted to the jade green curry in Thai Express ever since Tan CH introduced it. I got to meet Cheryl the retard:D finally! And she forced EIGHT macaroons down my throat after my main course but at least let me off by keeping another 10 till I'm hungry for them:D

I'M EIGHTEEN!!!!

2009-07-08T20:53:00.002+08:00

Transformers and Andrew's place

I just realised we only took shots for our classmates!

2009-07-08T20:30:00.004+08:00

ASTONS

&jinfei too!

I never thought we would last.

I'm really very proud to have these girls who would sacrifice their sunday morning sleep every week just to listen to all that happened to each of us for the entire week.

AWWW, YOU GIRLS ARE LIKE NO OTHER:D

2009-06-20T17:44:00.002+08:00

FINALLY

2009-06-17T15:01:00.002+08:00

I'm like a vomiting machine.
down with food poisioning and super duper stressed out cos of my revision not even reaching 1/4 of what I'm supposed to know. I still have to swallow like 7 different tablets every few hours in a day, it's driving me crazy.

2009-06-15T14:46:00.007+08:00

wheat fields, mountain tops and sunrise

Got to visit most of our good food places in KL and we didn't really leave the house except for meals and one shopping destination. Stayed up till 2am every night in KL to watch the latest DVDs, laughing our asses off with toasted sandwiches or damn good prata in out tummies! We headed to a small town after KL for wheat fields, mountain tops and the sunrise together with our cousins.

I've always wondered

how my life would turn out if I were in KL,

and every single time I go back, I don't want to leave.

2009-06-11T16:54:00.002+08:00

My parents only decided yesterday that we would head to KL, and we're here already:D Have been going to the airport lately and thinking about a break and guess I'm getting one right now.

why is the world doing paper work and carrying paper smiles

2009-06-08T10:24:00.002+08:00

What doesn't kill me makes me stronger
alive and kicking after judo camp, it was the toughest thing ever but after it all I felt like I was superwoman, and I usually won't be caught dead saying this but Mac's double cheeseburger made me feel like I was the luckiest person on Earth after I broke camp:D

2009-06-05T10:29:00.003+08:00

The drilling from my neighbour's apartment is driving my thoughts away, bringing in a headache. &things just don't get better when this worst event of the year, Judo Camp, is starting in like 6 hours.

Let us all count down to hell training

2009-05-21T00:03:00.000+08:00

tell me how we lost it all.

2009-05-10T21:25:00.004+08:00

That day when you asked me if this was what I am, masked.
I disregarded your question and carried on with the entire day of school,
but now I shall answer you.

Give me time,
one day when I'm sure that you guys won't judge,
I will take it off myself.

2009-05-10T19:19:00.001+08:00

"Have you ever really held the hand of someone you love?

Not just in passing, a loose link between you-

but truly clasped,

with the pulses of your wrists beating together

and your fingers mapping the knuckles and nails

like a cartographer learning a country by heart? "

I'll tell you when I do it.

2009-05-09T14:15:00.004+08:00

University of Notre Dame is gorgeous

Remind me why, why are the campuses in SG so damn boring?

2009-05-06T22:01:00.001+08:00

"After a while you learn
the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul
and you learn
that love doesn't mean leaning
and company doesn't always mean security.
And you begin to learn
that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises

After a while you learn
that even sunshine burns
if you get too muchso you plant your own garden
and decorate your own soul
instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. "

2009-05-03T11:51:00.002+08:00

caught Wolverine with the class on thurs and she's so pretty! And reflecting on this long weekend, I realised I did nothing again

I used to hate Sundays, but you girls came along &changed it entirely.

2009-04-23T23:56:00.003+08:00

"Oaths are but words, and words but wind."

I understood, learnt and experienced a whole lot of issues recently. I've convinced myself to see them as nothing but words, so when they don't happen, it's not as disappointing. In the past, I used to argue with Dad over how sure I am that people around me will stay around, but now I'm learning to let go and let loose so it's easier to move on. Promises I've made to others, I never would with intention break them. Yet those that I willingly break are the promises I've made to myself. And it's time for a change, this time, I'll do it. I promise.

2009-04-23T19:55:00.002+08:00

For once, Student Development lessons aren't crap.

Are you going to finish strong?
Nick Vujicic

I wanted to give him a hug so badly when I finished watching the video.

2009-04-19T01:02:00.002+08:00

Yesterday you made me cry,
but today, I've strong and beautiful blood flowing in me.

It's been really hard catching up with school lately, but fuck it for now. I'm meeting my fav girls for brunch tmr morning:D

2009-04-04T19:52:00.003+08:00

How did they manage to enclose our strong pumping hearts in this cage made of bones? Would you trade a couple of good friends for a best friend? Do we make friends just to get through the day? What if you can't find a word to define yourself? Is it possible to dream and achieve in this realistic society? Are you lost and yet still hope to be literally lost? If I walked away, would you come after me? What if I told you I had everything crash down on me today?

I've so much to say yet I still can't find one exact person to bare all my heart to.
I've heard so many "I'll be there for you"s that it becomes so superficial now because truthfully, most of you out there won't be there. And today was just a prelude of this.

2009-04-03T19:56:00.001+08:00

We almost finished unpacking our relationships and now it's time to unpack those books and get cracking.

Do you ever put your arms up and spin really fast? That's what love is like. It makes your heart race and turn's the world upside down. But if you're not careful, if you don't keep your eyes on something still, you can lose your balance, you can't see what's happening to the people around you. You can't see that you're about to fall. - Practical Magic

2009-03-25T20:25:00.001+08:00

"And then theres that one moment, the moment when you’ve figured out just how much you’ve really let go, how much you’ve grown. It takes you back a step and makes you think. Its that moment when you cant look back yet you cant seem to look too far into the future. It’s the moment you realize youre living for yourself and no one else. Never let go of that moment."

2009-03-22T15:28:00.002+08:00

Getting high is an escape.
We listened to heartbreaks,
ran around in an empty car park
&released our inhibitions.

2009-03-20T23:44:00.004+08:00

Met these beautiful people for good sushi and cried my eyes out watching Marley and Me!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN CH:D!

I'm crossing my fingers for you to have a really great day w her!

Dad's gonna be back only on the 26th:(

I hate wkends without my dad and I don't even know why.

2009-03-19T01:34:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LING:D

THE BLAME
If you feel that i'm falling for someone new.
It's not because I love him,
it's because you weren't there to catch my fall.

THE ANSWER
when you thought I wasn't there to catch you,
it's because you never gave me the chance.
you haven't reached the bottom
yet you already grab a branch

2009-03-18T01:17:00.003+08:00

"Just say what you mean and mean what you say. Don't expect someone to read your mind, and don't play games with heads or hearts. Don't tell half truths and expect trust when the full truth comes out. Half truths are no better then lies. Don't be cold to someone you care about - indifference hurts more then angry words."

We are just so superimposed into this if you even realise, it was to such an extent I got a shock at how every sentence there weaves the summary of our relationship.

2009-03-17T21:33:00.006+08:00

electrifying says:
crazy
I'm gonna make it alright but not right now says:
for you
heeee:) I love talking crap with this guy!

Germaine stayed over at my place, with JF crashing our sleepover for awhile.
It was non-stop chatting with germ for 11hours and many transitions between just chants, pure screaming and kicking our asses in bed, and words we would be afraid to say out loud. We crashed the bed at 6 in the morning and woke up in time for lunch and some shopping and Starbucks with KJ:D

"They are the people who no matter how long it has been since I have talked to them or seen them, I can call them no matter the time day and just pick up where we left
off. Like no time has ever passed since our last conversation. They're the people who are really there, no matter what."
look at what I have, and get jealous!:D

2009-03-15T16:48:00.007+08:00

WHEN CTS ARE OVER

life is officially great:D

They make me sing, but they will cover up for me,

If I wouldn't sing, they will scream with me.

We had coarse voices thereafter but so much fun, it doesnt matter!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELMEN!

Cheryl's birthday surprise: SUCCESS!:D

as we spin records on our saturday night

and laughed our asses off

2009-03-10T08:04:00.001+08:00

IT'S 8 IN THE MORNING
and I feel like giving up already.

2009-03-04T19:55:00.002+08:00

I AM FUCKING TIRED
and yet tuition's starting in five minutes and revision starts in 3 hours.

2009-03-01T14:45:00.003+08:00

It's hard to keep up when things are happening at this rate
pretty hectic but loved it
the last band saved Rockefella on Friday night:D
&we headed down to Newton Circus,
played poker at Justin's place and scooted home at 4 in the morning.
woke up early again the next day for mugging at Starbucks with the clique:DDD

would, should, could
&It's so easy in past tense.

2009-02-22T12:53:00.002+08:00

It's been less than 24 hours
and yet I miss green tea frappuccino
Realised how terrible it is to not know what everyone else is talking about so I'm rushing to get all my work done and attempt to not fail my tests this time.

He always did the leaving, but not this time.
She turned and walked away &never did look back

2009-02-17T22:31:00.003+08:00

The girls make school rock so much, at this rate we'll all get abs from the laughing:D

They say friendships forged here won't last &for that, I really wanna prove them wrong. But we won't make it. Whenever I asked you what was wrong, an indifferent reply would be all I get. Whenever I called, you never would be free. We don't talk nowadays I guess we never really did and maybe it doesnt really matter to you anyway. If this friendship requires high mantainence, I can do it trust me. But when you pull away,

I'm sorry, I can't do this on my own.

2009-02-15T14:51:00.005+08:00

hell in an hour.

Sizzling V day:D

Sizzler w/ the bitchy clique before rushing off to drop by on germ and met kj on the way:) plus plus rode down to Jess' to meet the beautiful people!

In your life you'll do things greater
Than dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

2009-02-12T01:22:00.003+08:00

hee, eyecandy's back in town:D

"I was never a man of great ambition I cried too easily I didn't have a head for science Words often failed me While others prayed I only moved my lips" — Nicole Krauss (The History of Love)

2009-02-08T17:17:00.003+08:00

failed attempt to do work again,
I swear the internet is such a distraction.

Okay okay, yesterday night turned out okay:D
we went over to coach's house after training for dinner. &then hanging out after that @Garden's Coffee Bean w/ 2 other seniors and Hilda until curfew while the rest just went on home. Uhhh, I had a ride in The Mini Cooper yesterday night. hee, sorry just had to mention that!:D

Back from tanning with Jaime.
Pls tell me I'm darker.

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

2009-02-06T22:23:00.003+08:00

the sleepless nights and distorted dreams.
Past few nights had been so stressful with exams and stuffs.
&currently, chemistry is a total bitch and it is ironic how my private tutor makes me h8 it even more. He is so fucking annoying , raising his bloody voice at me when I can't rmb whatever fuck he taught & it was really worth watching man the way we stared at each other when he raised his voice, should get Mum to watch my tuition next time since he's always oh-so-nice(rolls eyes*) infront of Mum.
Bring it on, scornful bastard! &we'll show you who's the bitch

Run far away, I won't hold you back

2009-02-01T13:55:00.004+08:00

Will we lose ourselves admist the bright city lights?

miss out on who we could have been trying to be someone else?

&loved for all the wrong reasons?

2009-01-30T23:59:00.001+08:00

for the first time this year, TGIF.

Got to meet Jane tonight:D
&the other 2Js plus Justin &boys: fun!

at the rooftop admist the darkness.
It's been so long since we talked like that.

have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams

2009-01-29T16:48:00.005+08:00

School taught me to appreciate bedtime

Morning run w/ Judo
4 laps around the track
4 sets of Grand Stand Torture
40 push ups
40 sit ups
40 inclined pull ups

P.E.
2 rounds around school
40 crunches
40 push ups
40 leg raises
30 supermans
a million jumps

I'm a superwoman.

If I were a boy......
But you're not a boy
So you can't understand
You are not a perfect woman
And I am not a perfect man
maybe.

2009-01-24T20:13:00.002+08:00

after chatting with steph, it made me feel a lot better:)
so I've decided to drop it, and forget it.

I'm going off to malaysia tmr &I kinda can't wait:D

Please send me anything but signals that are mixed,
cause I can't read your rolling eyes.
Out of touch. Are we out of time?

2009-01-23T23:32:00.001+08:00

School today made me super appreciative.

Chinatown-ed in lieu of CNY in the evening.
So Jaime and I bought a cheongsam top:D and then I went to meet the clique for some leisure shopping around the night markets in Chinatown with some traditional chinese desserts thereafter. Ching Chiong can be fun too!

&you wasted us.

2009-01-18T10:33:00.003+08:00

Universities
our ultimate goal, and yet I heven't decided where I wna go.

Germany, Australia, New Zealand, Singapore.
Germany has got really amazing architecture & I'd love the Heidelberg University, check out their halls. Oh god, so ancient yet beautiful. And acc to dad, it's cheaper.

My parents want me to make it to NUS, &I want to be able to do that. But I really really hope they would pull me out to Heidelberg or University of Melbourne or Auckland. NUS is oh so great, but it won't give me experience of surviving out there.

The refusal of a definite answer from my parents makes me so aimless.

2009-01-13T23:23:00.002+08:00

IMPERFECT MANNEQUINS
It's only been the 2nd day of school and I'm getting so sick of it. It's been weird w/o Jane around chanting all retarded lyrics and it doesn't even help at all when so many things are all happening together.

I'M SO FUCKING TIRED AND THERE'S JUDO TMR:(

off to bed:D

2009-01-07T11:00:00.003+08:00

A quickie;)
I've defined my goals and I'm ready for life to be thrown at me:D
so basically, this year comprises of working my ass off so I could have the time of my life after 'A's end. And guess what, I'm starting TODAY. yes yes!

okay, gotta rush off to meet the rest of the bitches to settle our work on hand.
Have a great day, y'all!

2009-01-06T17:06:00.002+08:00

REPRIORITISE on a clean sheet of paper
&how come you guys never told me how much my NY resolutions suck?

2009-01-03T00:07:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JJ!

Sentosa and then

2008-12-31T00:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Town+Udders+UNO+Fish &Co. on the last day of 2008
and HOME on the first day of 2009 to countdown with my family.
I'm a saint compared to all of you! hee hee:D

New Year Resolution

get tan before 12 Jan
finish all homework before 12 Jan
start loving tuition
save some cash
work VERY hard for 'A's
convince mum&dad to send me overseas for Uni years
FUN:D

byeeeee, off to prata house!

2008-12-29T15:36:00.004+08:00

Why are we so happy;)

hey hey, post christmas party(27/12) was a blast at Cheryl's:D
TCH came to meet me at Gardens before that cos I was early, and he had to go off after awhile when Jane arrived, depressed. Thanks though, bitch!
Cheryl's was fun, with good food, really good, and the guitar hero rock band. Oh god, F.U.N and I finally saw Jess, Justin and Nic after my holiday and their holidays and stuff!
Have to wait for Jaime for the pics though.

Your love it died before you ever lived

THIS WK IS GONNA BE CRAZYYYYYYY

2008-12-26T18:42:00.003+08:00

HOW TO LOSE A GUY IN 10 DAYS
it's a hell of a great show!

"Why would I need to see other women? You have more than enough personalities to keep me occupied!"

and germ and kj, I kept a copy so you guys can watch it when you all are over:D

2008-12-25T23:34:00.004+08:00

The VERY Successful Christmas Slumber

Germ and KaiJia slept over at my place from yesterday night. The climax was sneaking out of house beyond midnight for supper and hang out session with Dan and JinFei, &I still can't believe we hung out at the prata house for 4 whole hours. The walk back was terrifying, with the cold wind and the fear of cockroaches plus our screams:D Ultimately, our heads hit the pillows at almost 7a.m.

2008-12-25T12:52:00.005+08:00

It's been a year:)
maybe the numbers create segregation, but you still have no idea how proud I am of this picture. So if given a chance to change things, 13 would still be it.

Dear Santa,

do you remember me
I sat upon your knee
I wrote to you with childhood fantasies
but I'm all grown up now
so this is my grown up christmas list:
that faith, love &laughter would be bestest of friends with all of us.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
I'm off to slumber with germ and kj:D

2008-12-22T12:07:00.002+08:00

Things are going way too fast this week and we're losing way too much.

I wanna convince myself we’re perfect in every single way as long as I can keep the truth away from my heart ’cause I can’t break it to my heart.

2008-12-21T01:19:00.003+08:00

HELLO HELLO, I'M BACK FROM KL!
I totally enjoyed myself there &our family had a pre-christmas party to fit our schedule. Nice. So great fun, lovely presents (which are supposed to stay wrapped up till 25th Dec) and more wardrobe essentials:D!

Due to the current fever about nonyas and stuff, my dad brought us to Malacca on the last day of the trip for some sight seeing and stuff. Made it to the Malacca zoo and I rode on a rather large horse there. oh god, it was so freakin fun! I swear I wanna horse ride next time when I've the chance to really learn it! and and the fucking camera went out of power at Malacca, so we lost lots of beautiful pictures that could be taken at the Jonker street. Oh great.

CHRISTMAS IN FOUR DAYS!

2008-12-11T09:44:00.001+08:00

First intake IG outing yesterday, apparently only Moses and Bryan could make it. So it was movies and shopping!:D not too bad after all.

2008-12-09T08:51:00.001+08:00

THIS MADE MY MORNING.

okok my bro's and sis from another mother
this is just a reminder ig outing is this wed the 10th not 17th
meet at 10 30 at harbourfront all those who said they going
better go and all those who say they can't also should go
but whatever, anyway yes j2's are included so if yall wanna come just come.

have a nice day forever

freakin' funny!

2008-12-06T20:35:00.005+08:00

&finally, the clique is back in action!
Ikea on thurs:)

Work finally ended, but it kinda feels wierd, I'm kinda out of place.

I guess shag+orange juice+breadtalk+Celester+Ben+dinner makes it work . So actually with all the crap Singaporean attitude and annoying lyla(some boss' sister whatever) didn't seem that bad after all. Today made me realise how impactful yesterday was.

&don't forget to remember me.

2008-11-30T19:15:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KUXV9I_TEGw&feature=related

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don’t understand (yea you don’t understand)
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you’ll wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to herYou don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy…

2008-11-30T16:53:00.004+08:00

http://www.uniformfreak.com/index2a.html

Check out Air stewardess' uniforms from the different airlines!
It's funny how I thought the junior SIA stewardesses had nicer uniforms than those red ones owned by the cheif stewardesses. &Emirates' uniforms are the most unique I've seen so far.

Check out China Airlines and let it remind you of Dim Sum ladies.

Airline Joke from funtasticus.com

A mother and her son were flying Southwest Airlines from Kansas City to Chicago.

The son (who had been looking out the window) turned to his mother and asked,

“If big dogs have baby dogs and big cats have baby cats, why don’t big planes have baby planes?”

The mother (who couldn’t think of an answer) told her son to ask the stewardess.

The stewardess responded, “Did your mother tell you to ask me?”

The boy admitted that this was the case.

“Well, then, tell your mother that there are no baby planes because Southwest always pulls out on time. Your mother can explain it to you.”

OH GOD, IT'S SO FUNNY.

2008-11-29T21:35:00.002+08:00

MOVIES SHOPPING GOSSIPS

girls, they wanna have fun.

2008-11-26T19:45:00.003+08:00

This is so cool!
I LOVE YOU in many different languages.
&this looks best: Je t'aime

From Ashlyn-That's when I love you
When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway

I love how drama-less this song is.

jessica. blow bubbles not bombs says:
I think can
her name, Dulcinea says:
OMG I LOVE YOUUUUUU
her name, Dulcinea says:
because you're going
jessica. blow bubbles not bombs says:
i dont want to go anymore
her name, Dulcinea says:
NOOOOOOOOOOO, what is this!
jessica. blow bubbles not bombs says:
love

2008-11-23T01:01:00.000+08:00

FUCK MATH, I'VE TUITION IN THE MORN.

Clique Christmas Dessert Party
Theme: White Christmas
can't wait!

2008-11-22T00:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17th JESS!

2008-11-17T13:25:00.003+08:00

Threw the past away, now it's ready to embrace christmas.

If growing up is the process of creating ideas and dreams about what life should be, then maturity is letting go again.
Mary Beth Danielson

2008-11-12T00:27:00.002+08:00

After one long and aching day, it must be quite sick to think that I may have enjoed it. Got slected for work at CFA! It's damn damn cool:D I'll post about it again since tmr is the official start. Judo was killer, maybe cos my body has been hibernating for some time. But the after effect of exercise was still great. I'm kinda looking forward to cramps actually. A lil crazy, huh. AND THEN THE NIGHT WAS THE ULTIMATE! I met Mark:D:D:D so we had dinner &bubble tea accompanied by a long long chat!

P.S. I think we've loads of chemistry, we actually thought of calling each otherout for dinner on the exact same day! BEAT THAT:D

I hope everything goes well for J. tmr & goodluck to me for work!:(:D:)?

2008-11-10T00:24:00.001+08:00

:) goodnight

Okay, I really think I should stop.

2008-11-08T11:17:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!

Albert Einstein:
The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and all science. He to whom this emotion is a stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead: his eyes are closed.

&how does uncertainty apply?

2008-11-08T01:15:00.003+08:00

Alcoholic Day

Justin's place with t34s before heading Gardens with Germ and clique with 2 special guests: Augustine &Tan CH(who came damn late). Chomp Chomp, plus Liquid Kitchen plus Frolick was :DDD!

We'll be there for you, these five words we swear to you.

2008-11-07T00:04:00.004+08:00

&take away tomorrow &the plans we made,

but they can never have our yesterdays.

2008-11-05T02:01:00.001+08:00

THURSDAY.
I don't wanna screw up:(